staring at the mess..

I'm staring at the mess I made. Here and there. Shoud have this and that. Sigh. Messy messy messy. Mr messy. Lol. Random. Anyway. Had fun last night after a week of studying and rushing to finish up my assignment. Went to this place to play pool, pingpong (reminds me of college moments whenever there's break, there I am with friends in SSD playing pingpong and talk crap, sigh..), ps2,poker and a few more others. All these for just Aud5 the whole night. How cheap is that? Yea, I know! Gonna go there every weekend with few friends. Make there our new once-a-week gathering place to talk and play. It's a cozy place. Nice to hang around with few friends as they play nice music and all. Before that, we played footie and football. Playing sport in winter is kind of awesome. Why? Cause you don't sweat. Hahaha. Stamina is going down. Terrible! 1 lap of running and I'm almost dead?! Tsktsktsk.

when can i see your face again?=)

currently addicted to: the mess i made - parachute
rating: 5 star!:) *in love with it. one word, Awesomeeee ;)

Should've kiss your there

I should've held your face

I should've watched those eyes

Instead of run in place

I should've called you out

I should've said your name

I should've turned around

I should've look again

But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made

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This or That?

Crap! There's tons of thing I wanna blog about but I forgot. Hmmmmm... Anyway, finished my accounts test today, woohoo!!! But, sh**! It's damn hard, well its harder than the test given out in Sem1 students. Booo!!! What is this?! Lousy! Hahaha. Now, assignmentsss and homeworksss. In fact, I'm up now rushing to finish my BIS summary. God! Why is there so much to summarize?! My hand is aching! Help anyone? Lol. There's a few things that I want it either way. This way or the other way? I'm lost. Lost in no man's land. Am I suppose to feel this way or not? I want to but I'm feeling weird when I'm in that situation. CONFUSING PLEASE! Btw, let's change topic, guess what? I finally know who's Emma Watson! Lmao. XD She is the girl in Harry Porter and she is pwetty and sweettt ;) Jemo was warning me to back off cause she belongs to him. Hahaha.

currently addicted to Shiroi Yuki - Kokia *been playing it for hours.lovethissong:)

We make them cry who care for us.

We cry for those who never care for us.

And we care for those who will never cry for us.

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It's possible =O

Why am I awake at this time when I have to wake up early tomorrow to go to library and study? Yes. Library on sunday. Good place to hangout. Lol. In fact. I love library! Hahaha. Bet you guys think i'm a nerd now. XD Anyway. I'm awake to blog and this post is specially dedicated to the Malaysia XI. Good job people, you guys just prove that Malaysia is always Boleh in any sense. Hahaha. 2-3 is a good score ;) Unfortunately for you guys, Stupid Owen! Got problem izit? Must score a? Loll. Manchester United needed a former rival's striker to help them win a game, not just a game but against Malaysia? It's hilarous:P Sorry Manchester United's die hard fans. Hehehe.

*Note to kimberlyyap: See the result? Doesn't matter if their training is harder, they just won it by 1 and it was during the final minutes. Hahaha :D

Hey girl, you know, you drive me crazy

One look puts the rhythem in my hand

Still I'll never understand why you hang around

I see what's going down

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facebook

Facebook is being retarded! Ishhh! Annoying sial! Why? Cause it keeps on send me notifcation 'facebook have lost your quiz result' blablabla..... Screw you la fb. Lousy shit! Hahaha. It annoys the shit outta me. Lol. Anyway, was going through every single picture in my fb profile and I realize 93% of the pictures were all taken during my college times. Memories~ I miss Syuc and everyone there. How I wish 2008 never pass by. Hahaha. Good times indeed. Best times of my study life. HAHAHA XD Been thinking lately and was discussing with my mum, which uni is best for me to transfer next year after I'm done with life in Deakin. God. I hate here! Argh! People here is just so.... UNBELIEVABLE! Me no likey=( LOL. Mommy said 'Up to you, you like. As long you're ok with it any uni will do just fine.' Yay! :D Perhaps RMIT next year? Hehehe:P Here I come RMIT, wait for me!!! ;)

prefer to study

rather than

working

study is more relaxing than work, I think?

No?Hmm.

:)

You are the earth beneath my feet,
You are my gravity.
Cause lately I've been tired and uninspired.
Cause lately I've been tired, oh-so tired.

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The Game

YES!!! NSW owned your ass, QLD! I love the game! Spirit and momentum is high! Punches thrown around at each other and at the end, player go to hospital. Woohoo! Good job mate! ;) The whole match was On Fire! Fire Power~![quote from the statue in the movie 'Night at The Museum 2' ] Hehehe. This is the 1st time I watched and I can already feel the tension :D If only there's a match every week, Damn! Loveeee it! State of Origins is Awesomeeeeee!!! ;D

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Fly Past Fast

Middle of July?! What the h***! It seems like yesterday when it was 1st of July. =S Well, I guess time just fly huh? I am super duper sleepyyyy and hungry now. =.= What to eat?(lazy to cook) Besides, I have a draft assignment of 1000 words on management need to be done before Thrusday(watching shin chan now instead of working on it XD) Zzzzzz. I need to learn to multi-task. Nothing much to blog about. No INSPIRATION. Lol. That's all for now! Byee! ;D

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weird

Of late, weird things/situations happened. Weird~ Today when I woke up from my nice long 12hr sleep(right after I ate a whole bowl of noodle and 2 drumsticks,Hahaha), I checked my mail and there's this mail saying I created a PlayStation(R)Network account. Wth! I've never done such thing and when I went to check,it's from a US site of PlayStation and Someone used my email and create an account! Holys***! Its for FAQ of PS3 or something bout PS3. Which smart guy did that?! What makes me get more curious is that its from a US site and how this guy know my email?! Did my account got Hacked? Crap! Anyway, this particular guy don't let me find out who you are if not, you'll (think of the consequences)! Btw, motivation anyone? Homeworks&Assignments are piling up like Mountain! LAZY....

I can't find the word to say to you

Leaving me no other choice

but

to just stand by the side and watch

this Drama goes on

as it plays.

Only you know what's best for you

&

I'll just hope for the best

for You.

Got a fist of pure emotion

Got a head of shattered dreams

Gotta leave it

Gotta leave it all behind now

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Situations

Different situation, different response? Yesterday was in accounts class, there's this guy sitting in front of me and a chick was sitting beside him. So, I thought they were couple or something la. Hahaha. Half way through the class, lecturer took the attendance roll. After she finished calling everyone's name, except that chick's name wasn't called. Why? because she's not suppose to be in the class. She explained that she's the sister for the guy beside her and that she was there to help her brother COPY NOTES. Wth right? I know. Uni level and this dude can't even do his notes himself? Tsktsktsk. Anyway, its a good thing cause if he continues to not do that, his sister will come and I get to see more of her. Hahahaha XP *she's quite pretty;D * LOL.. These few days, I heard alot of happy as well as suprising news and there's some particular situation I have got no idea how to deal with it. Quote from AdamLeeWaiHoe: keeps hearing in my head and fucking hates it! Yea, I really hates it! So f*** off for god's sake! It keeps on appear over&over&over again:(

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

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Goodbye, MJ!

You are not alone~ Michael Jackson's memorial is utterly awesome! You won't be forgotten King of Pop! ;D His daughter is so brave. She was saying in front of thousands of people "Ever since I was born, daddy has been the Best dad you could imagine. And I just want to say I love you so much daddy!" Awww. Wish MJ's family well :)

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

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oops =S

Supposed to meet my boss today in the morning but guess what! Oopss.. I overslept. LOL. 1st day of meeting as he wanted to speak to me about something and I was late. Only arrived during the afternoon and he left already(the place i'm working is just across the street,lol) =S KANTOI! But. Lucky me? His wife told me its alright and said "Come tomorrow morning after you wake up. Don't need to rush." What a great boss! (wife I mean) =P was overslept because... Loads&loads of things is spinning around my head. @.@ Goddamit! F*** off! Because of these things, I can't get a good night sleep and even I was in a good mood, when it suddenly came to my mind, Down it goes my mood. Argghh! Crap! Any suggestion to how am i suppose to remove all these things awayyy? Well, I prefer deleting my memories. It seems a far much easier and faster way. I'm in no good shape now. Outta shape. Triangle?Square?Rectangle perhaps? No what-so-ever idea. Sigh. Need *hmm what's the word*.. ahhh.. Need to be consult. That should be the word. Haha. Helppppp :( I shall live without regrets which I've tons of them. Maybe I should just learn to Respect more? Best friend told me to respect it so I shall do as said. That word is so.. effective.. I will respect it!:)

note to myself : come on! you can do it! think positive! spice up your life!;)

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer again to anyone...

Please don't get me wrong...

Because
I'll never let this go,
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't wanna be alone,
But now I feel like I don't know you

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little wonders

WOW! Let me emphasize my WOW yet again. Life is just unexpected. It'll always suprise you with its way. And soon, you'll think that hmm.. nothing seems Impossible. Hahaha. I would like to say Congrates to the person(you know who you are) ;) Wish you well:D Where is mine? Why does it take so long to find 1? Huh? Whyyyyy? I shall just pray that my Red Thread lead me to a person like Mei. HAHAHA! praypraypray :P oh. forgot to mention that I finally got the job! Yay!!! More money on the way! Hehehe XP

let it go,

let it roll right off your shoulder

don't you know

the hardest part is over

let it in,

let your clarity define you

in the end

we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made

in these small hours

these little wonders,

these twists & turns of fate

time falls away,

but these small hours,

these small hours still remain

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hahaha

Firstly, I would like to say Thankyou to You God! You're the man! I love You! Hahaha. It's true that people say that "God have eyes" (meaning he will treat everyone fair):D Anyway. Yesterday I watched scary movie 4. What the hell, stupid movie yet funny. LOL. It make no sense at all. The dad close the car door when his daughter's leg was there, when he realise he cant close it, he tried slamming it. What a retard father! HAHAHA. XD and finally I watched Marley&Me. People! It's a great movie! Haven't watch it? Go watch now!!! ohh.. don't judge the movie by its cover k. It might looks boring as its about a dog and the owner, But once you watched it, you'll know how great it is. I rate it 4.5 out of 5 =D Lucky I got the movie from kuoleeching before I left. Haha:D Akai ito is next on the list (thanks to kim for sending the link) =)

*Currently addicted to Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamins [it is an awesome song]

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

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F.U.C.K

I'm pissed now! Whyyy? Well, for a reason it's because of a bastard! F*** you, you piece of mother tutttutttutututututt! Arggh!!!! You can just go to HELL and burn for life! A**hole! Take this dumbshit >> _l_ F.U.C.K Y.O.U! You're such a "Grateful" person huh I guess? Wow! Congratulation! GO DIE!!!! You 2 face dick head! Backstaber! What other word suit you huh? I'm sure there's LOTS more. Well, time to cool down. Chill tanveijae, relax~ Anyway. Wish YOU well in becoming a Great Bastard! Tell me when you are, I will give you an award!

I turn my head to the east
I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
swallow that pill

that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
the new me will be alright.

That part of me left yesterday
the heart of me is strong today
No regrets im blessed to say
the old me dead and gone away.

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Hmm...

Work Work Work. That's the only thing in my tiny brain at this time. Was in class today, whatever the lecturer said, all din't go in my head. Or did went in? Well, I was thinking about work and moneyyy all the time. $$$ Calculating the money that I will get if how many hours I'm working and hell yeah! (quite alot)=P Thus, desire list went up, up & UP! Hahaha! XD Planning to buy a new lappie *vaio CS white :D niceeeee. Hehehe. Can't wait till I earn money(get to spend moreeeee *evil laugh*) XP Going to watch "Hangover" in a few hours time. Its a damn funny movie according to the trailer I came through. I lmao while just watching the trailer, imagine when watching the whole movie. Sure to make me laugh till EVERYTHING *poofff* away from my stressful brain:) I want everything in my head now Goneeee! GO AWAY please! and Yes! Mommy allow me to get a new harddisk drive for my lack of memory laptop and 160gb old harddisk drive. 1tb harddisk drive coming right up!!! Haha.=D

I can't explain myself at all.

And all the wants.

And all the needs.

All I don't want to need at all.

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falling to pieces

Its 2.36AM. I'm sleepy but can't sleep. Why? No idea! What is this? Tomorrow have class but here I am still blogging. Something is stuck in my mind and I can't express it cause I'm not sure what's that. wtfff! Anyway, I realise time passes by too quickly, it's about 1 week and few days I got back in aussie. Missing is just the right word to say. Family and friends. Arghh!!! Being alone and far away make me realise 1 thing, no matter what family is always out there for us[ME]. There's much love given to us but we never do realise it until we're far apart from them :( instead we always crave for other type of love (i'm sure you guys know what love) ;D hahaha.

I miss feeling you there by my side
I miss holding you close in the night
I miss the things that we used to do
I miss you

And I’m sure there are moments
When you start to think about me

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