It's all forgiven not forgotten.

So... I just realise that I did not update about my birthday. And now, I'll just update a wee bit. Kinda lazy. I know I know. It's gonna be a new year but heck, I am still lazy. Just bare with me peeps (; As you can see, the picture above. The Awesome shoe is from Lacoste and I bought it as a present for myself. How sad. Buying present for own self -.- Anyhow. Isn't the shoe pwetty?! It is white. I have something for white shoes. Other shoes? Hmm, not so much. It cost 128aud after 20% discount, thanks to Boxing Day Sales. Gotta love that day :P Met jinhan & bhakti that day. Lunch paid by jinhan. Guess what, I ordered a kid's meal fish 'n' chip and I couldn't finish it. LOL! Pretty much sums up my birthday for this year. Not gonna type out every other single detail I did for that day. But yea. It is not too bad, at least it is better than what I expected? :D

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1년 後; One Year Later.

This is a song introduced by kim sometime ago, but only got addicted to it recently. So yea, enjoy people (;

By: Jessica (SNSD) and Onew

한참을 꿈을 꾼 것 같아
한동안 헤매고 헤매다
마치 약속이라도 한 듯
네 계절을 거슬러 그 날처럼 마주 서있는 우리

그 때 우리가 써내려갔던 아름다웠던 이야기
그 때 우리가 기도했었던 영원 하자던 약속들
하나씩 떠올리다 나의 가슴이 견디지 못 할걸 알기에
네 생각에도 꾹 참았어
너의 일 년은 또 어땠었니


한참을 잊은 채 살았지
한동안 괜찮은 듯 했어
하지만 시간이 흐르면 깨달아 가고 있어
너 없이는 나는 안 된다는 걸

그 때 우리가 아주 조금만 어른스러웠더라면
그 때 우리가 미처 몰랐던 지금을 알았더라면
끝이 없는 후회만 되 뇌이다가 이겨낼 자신이 없어서
그 것 마저도 꾹 참았어
그렇게 일 년이 흘러왔어

혹시 너도 내 맘 같을까
다시 한 번만 기회를 주겠니
이젠 알아 절대로 우리는 헤어질 수 없어
사랑하고 또 사랑하는 한사람

우리 좋았던 처음 그 때로 다시 돌아갔으면 해
아름다웠고 행복했었던 사랑이었던 날들로
가슴 아픈 얘기들 헛된 다툼들
이젠 모두 다 묻어 두고
다신 꺼내지 말기로 해
계절이 또 흘러 몇 년이 지나도
오늘 같은 만남 다신 없길

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Mewie Quismes

Mewie Quismes everyone!

What did you guys do? Had fun? Well, I sure did (; The day started out with me thinking that, it's just another xmas day. Nothing special. But guess I'm wrong? :P Cousin picked my family and me up to his house for lunch. Lunch was kinda awesome, there's grilled salmon, salad, sushi and lamb (ewww!). I liked grilled salmon most. Niceeee. And 1st time I actually ate salad. Good start. It's kinda nice, mix of veges and chicken and some sauce topping. So yea, after lunch, played wii, discussed about what car to buy for next year, and PICTIONARY. Damn! Never knew pictionary is that fun. Love that game la. Full of laughter while playing it. HAHAHA! The way people draws is just hilarious :P Initially thought that is just lunch and then back home. But as you can read, stayed for wii and pictionary. One lead to another and so fast it's already like 7pm? 7pm means dinner! Yay! LOL! Had pretty much the same food for lunch except there's grilled chicken so called 'tandoori chicken' as extra dish. After that, back home and here I am blogging about how I spend my xmas. Hope you guys did enjoy yours (:

UK / US for masters? Hmm.. Mommy said US, Daddy said UK.

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I like to make myself believe, that planet Earth turns slowly.

I want to have a White Christmas...

So... It's already Christmas Eve. Sorry for not blogging so often, was seriously very lazy. Well, the main reason was because my friend was here with me and also my family. A few quick update of what happened the previous few days.

19th of Dec - Awesome day, went DFO to shop. Bought shirts, pants and also a pair of shoes. Nice! Discount is EVERYWHERE!!! Wootwoot! (;

20th of Dec - Not so awesome day... On the way to city by tram, got fine by the freaking jobless undercover inspector -.- Seriously, go get a proper job you lifeless people! 170aud gone just like that ): Could have use it to buy the Calvin Klein jumper that I really really wanted. Gah!

21th of Dec - The bad luck followed. Went to city for shopping again. Yeap, I said Shopping again. I was in a shopping spree mood. OMG! 1st time @__@ Anyhow, yea. Found Havainas thongs! FINALLY! Woohoo! Although that's 1 good thing but when I was going back, Bhakti lost my house key. Wtf right? I swear that his new shoe brings bad luck wei! 1st day = fine, 2nd day = lost house key -.- Luckily for me, he paid for the locksmith fees which cost 99aud. Expensive please!

22nd of Dec - Sis bday! Bhakti found back the key in the city where he left it in a shop. Thankgod! Family arrived. Not to forget, my baby 'guitar' arrived! Happyhappy me! Lol!

23rd of Dec - Yesterday, nothing much except that I finally cut my hair! Hahaha! Feel so nice after cutting it. Suprisingly my hairdresser who is a korean can speak Malay.... I was like ' wow!'. That's all for yesterday.

24th of Dec - Which is today. Christmas eve, yay! Going to stay at home the whole day but having dinner tonight with relatives and 1 of my uni friend. I gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night! (;

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Paranormal Activity

So people... Today is an awesome day. The main reason is because, I attended my business law class and got my mid sem result back. Guess what?! I got a freaking 27/30! How awesome is that? Woohoo! Happy happy happyyyy! :D Ohya, not to forget that my friend, Bhakti arrived today. Anyhow, after the class, went to Chadstone. Initial plan was to watch Avatar, apparently everyone is saying it is nice. Is it so? Hmm. So yea, when we were there, decided to watch Paranormal Activity instead. Avatar can wait till Jinhan come down on monday. Ok, about paranormal activity. I wouldn't say it suck but.... it's ok la for a low budget movie. The movie cost only $15k but the gross profit is $141m. Wtf! The producer earn heaps of moneyyy. Damn! The rating of the movie I give is 3.5/5. I still do not get it why or how did the movie get the 'Scariest Movie of The Year' and also how did my friend not sleep for 2days because of that? Weirddd. There are just a few scary parts in the movie, I think 3 parts. Even so, they're not like realllyyyyy scaryyyy. There you go, that's my review for the movie.

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Just so you know.

This song is just... my feeling.

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
Im wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

mmm oohh

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

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Every single hour fades.

1st attempt (picture taken from Great Ocean Road)

2nd attempt (from St.Kilda beach)

3rd attempt (from some park in Melbourne)

Learning to do photo editting. Still suck I suppose. Trying to figure out how to use photoscape intro by wheyjinn. It is so confusing although according to her it is easy to use. Lol! Anyone kind enough to wanna teach me to do awesome photo edittings? (: So today, went to buy xmas presents for mommy, daddy & sister. Sigh! I am like broke now. But, I did have fun searching and choosing the presents. Feel so xmas-ish. Hahaha! On top of that, I wrapped all of the presents myself with different patterns. 1st time wei, hooray for me. I don't usually wrap presents cause I hate it, well, is actually I never wrap presents :P Clean my entire room, it was so messy. Mommy saw it when we skyped and was all like 'OMG! How can you live like that?' Well, when one get lazy, everything's possible (; HEHE! Lmao!

I just wanna get 'that thing' off my mind!

Why must it come back and haunt me?

Suffering much... ):

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What if The World Throws Me Off The Edge?

Wootwoot!

Happy happy holiday to me!

I am DONE with my Mid Sem Exam!

Woohoo! :D:D:D

Can't wait for friday to come and then next monday and lastly next tuesday! I am happy :D Marketing exam today was so-so. God, please let me get at least 7/15. It is so hard so yea, I am not greedy. 7/15 will be good enough since I've got 15/20 for presentation. Hehe. Tomorrow, I will finally cut my thick thick hair. Cannot stand the weather with such thick hair. Almost fainted. It was a high of 40degrees today at Melbourne. I swear that the weather is just so weird, 2days ago, it was still so cold, around 19degrees and see what happened after 2days? OMG la... Hahaha! Anyway, wondering why I can't wait for friday and the days after that? The reason is because, Bhakti from Sdyney is coming down to stay with me and then Jinhan from Adelaide on next monday. How awesome right?! Lucky to have these 2 friends. Instead of me going everywhere, they come and visit me:P *Claps* Oh! Not to forget next tuesday which is the day mommy, daddy and sister coming AGAIN! Lol! Finally I'll then have the chance to eat home cook food and also *jengjengjeng* my Guitar! Wheeee! Can't wait till I play with it. Looking at it through skype makes me go *i want i want* HAHA! Ohya, it will be my sis's bday too on the day itself. How awesome right? Bday gift = Coming to Melb visit her brother who is getting her a Original Nintendo DS game. Don't need to thank me sis, your welcome(: Anyhow, was reading kuoleeching's blog today, according to her, her friends are all attached. Crap! Mine too): Mr.lonely... Sigh! So yea, she'll be waiting for her 'prince' and I'll be waiting for my 'princess' or whatever. Lmao! XD

Thoughts to myself: Should I just listen to what mommy said OR trust my feeling?

Currently addicted to: Happy - Leona Lewis

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Transformation.

Introducing... Mr Lohwaikean (;

Happy belated birthday!

Sorry for the late post, lazy to blog.

Anyhow, forgot how I became friends with him.

But yea,

last year was an awesome year with him.

Without him, I don't know what my college life would be like

=/

My emo partner!

Wootwoot!

HAHA!

No more emo dah him.

He's out of the state of emo, Congratulations sohem.

Hope the best for you and her! :D

Sendiri cari happiness, ditch me alone emo.

Useless friend!

:P

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High up above or Down below?

As I promised in the previous post, I will post up the pictures of Christmas decoration and bbq_dota session. So yea, this post will be of pictures. Ohya! Pictures are not clear because all of it were taken by my moto V9. It's only 2mp without flash somemore. So don't mind me. Hehe :P

Christmas decoration:

Snow in the house?

Stupid daisy duck. Keep on avoiding me. Only able to take her buttbutt -.-

Closed up on the granny's teeth. Blingbling! XD

People and more people...

No entry.

Ooo~! I see santa!

BBQ_Dota session:

BBQ pit. Look at the flares. Niceee!

TheHost. All razer except desktop. One word, Rich. Haha!

Wire is everywhere @__@

Spot my awesome laptop :P

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E71

I AM BORED!

Arghhhh!

Have nothing to do now so decided to blog. Friend's house yesterday for bbq because of his bday. His mum is just so good in cooking. She made jellies, glutinous rice, home made sour cream, home made satay kuah and lots more. All of it were so yummmm:P Mmm! 1 month living in his house, comfirm I gain weight become a 'feizai'. Hahaha! Stayed over at his house, dota session in his room with his friends&relatives. Damn! It was like a mini cyber cafe, 3v3. Will upload pictures next time when I feel like doing it. And you people will know what I meant. Lol! The cables were everywhere. Dota till like 5am, slept, woke up at 10am cause his sis send me home. In between, during 2am halfway of our dota session, we all got hungry so what do we do? Continue bbq of course. HAHA! Awesome, bbq during midnight in such cold weather and lots of stars up on the sky:D Niceeee(: So got home around 11am, was so dead that I don't even feel like moving. Continued my sleep at 12pm after 1hour of cricket session. Woke up at almost 6pm. Hehe! Some fella, Kaixuan, then pm me in msn, saying he wanna dota. Wait dude, my 11pm your 8pm(; Oh! R.I.P to TanHanYin. Sorry to hear about it. =/ Although I do not know you but I know you're kaixuan's friend. So yea, R.I.P mate!

Before I forget...

Hooray people!!!

I made my decision,

it is E71(:

Pictures of the disneyland christmas thingy and the bbq_dota session will be uploaded when I feel like to. Sorry peeps! Lazy):

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Let's Run & Hide.

4/12 - Watched new moon on friday night. The movie is so-so. 3/5? Haha! The only few nice parts of the movie is that, Bella (Kristen Stewart) is hotter now. Damn! Love it when the camera was shooting her running to the Volturi to save Edward. Pfft! LOL!:P The other part that I like about the movie is the werewolves. Awesome stuff! (;

5/12 - Suppose to meet up with uni friend to do accounting assignment at 2.30pm in uni. But, he said he will come and pick me up, hence, SUSHI! :D Hehe. I've been craving for it since the last time I had it which was hours ago. I don't know why I seem to love it so much. Thinking of it makes my stomach go hungry again. Gah! Oh well. The jap restaurant is just 2mins walk from my place. How nice right?! Hehe! Anyhow, I was only picked up on 3 or was it 3.30pm? Hmm... Finished sectionA of the assignment and next up, sectionB @__@ Lol! Came back home with him to transfer my movies to his hdd. Failed cause his hdd died! =/ Mummy called me on skype and told me she bought the guitar already. HEHEHE! Nice guitar, melike! Dinner time, went out with bunch of uni friends. It's so convenient to have a car (lancerrr whereartthou?) Had dinner in a chinese restaurant at Glen Waverley. Quite nice and all the foods ordered are like HOT! All of our tongues became numb! =s After that, back to friends place and dota for a continous of 3hoursplus. My eyes going blinddd. OH! Before that, went to a residential place. Well, it's a house actually that is full of christmas lighting(: Already feeling the atmosphere(; Found mikey mouse, minnie mouse and daisy duck there too. Practically, it's like a disneyland! :D New Disneyland found in Melbourne, Australia! HAHA! Lazy to upload the pictures now, will do it in the next post(;

Nokia5730xpressmusic / E71?

Wanted 5730 at first but now feel like getting E71...

Decision need to be make before 23rd Dec =/

Help! lol.

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Talks_The Ugly Truth.

Questions popping out every minutes. Gah! What brings people together? Do they actually meant what they say? Even if they do, do they actually act it out or it's just a mere talk? Looks can be deceiving. Don't judge a book by it's cover. All these proverbs don't they remind us to not trust anyone easily? Well, even if one do know someone for quite sometimes, people do change and they're just full of crap. Is it so? Is there anyone in this world that is trust able? Is everyone actually having a mask and behind of it, nobody can ever guess what is the person thinking? Besides, why do people talk? Communication? Is the conversation all about the truth or it's just all fake? People lies to each other, why is it so? To make the other person happy or just to hide what they actually meant? Half of most conversations are actually just mere talk. They don't really meant what they say. In other words, they're talking cock! Because of this, people tend to doubt more often hence, even friends starts to doubt each other. ANYHOW, I'm just expressing what's going on in my mind. Please, do not try gaining sympathy or talk as if you're the saddest person in the world. Cause, from now on, people will doubt you. Well, for starters, I'll be the 1st. Your words are so fake? It'll better be for me to not make any assumptions, you yourself know much better. You're just another one of those people who had changed to the worse not the better. Well, before I end this shit, I have one thing to tell you. "I regret for trusting and believing you. I thought you're different form the others. Guess I was wrong?" A lesson for me to learn.

ps: you are the person I'm talking about, but you wouldn't know that I'm talking about you(:

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Run With Me.

1st of December already?! Well, did nothing much for the 1st day of the last month of the year 2009. Mamamia! Ohya, so today, something so random happened to me. My friend, Meiyuen who just can't stop missing me came to me asking about one random question.

Meiyuen: eh Vj! Just realised, if you become a DJ, your name will be DJVJ. Cool~!

Me: Holycrap! You are so random(:

Meiyuen: Don't ask me why. I thought of it when I was tying up my curtains.

[proves that you missed me too much that's why you thought of that. hehe:P]

Me: LOL! You miss me too much. hahaha!

So yea, that's my random friend. Haha! Are you like reading this now meiyuen? ;P Anyhow, nothing much to blog about. Bought a chocolate calender thingy where each day you eat 1 choc from the calender. If you guys know what I mean, if not, pictures below will explain it. Haha! Oh, fyi people, I am not childish. It's just a christmas thing I enjoy(:

Choco Calender! Simpsons wei, how awesome! Hehe.

1st of Dec. Jengjengjeng. What's inside?! =0

Whee! It's a christmas tree choc (:

Gone?! Which rat ate it? lol :P

ps: just run with me through rows of speeding cars (:

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