funfunfun:D

Picture of the day!

Is it a snow man or a snow woman?
Hahaha!

Its both! Lol.

He/she has boobs and dick!
lmao!

XD

What a day up in the mountain! Morning was freezing cold! I was like shivering and the visual was so blur. It was as early as 10 I think? But it looked so dark. The place is just awesome! Nice view. Was getting on the so called 'chair lift' up to the mountain, did not know that there's a handle up on every chair lift, I was like 'omg! nothing to hold on a? later fall to the mountain how?' HAHA! Damn stupid I know. But seriously at the moment I'm like OMG. Die la like that! Hahaha. Up there, activities like snow ball fighting with my family. Daddy and sister; me and mummy! It's damn freaking fun! So gonna go there Again next year but not on a one day trip anymore but to Stay there. Hehehe. Conclusion: Super fun day!:D

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UP!

Cool breeze~
People skiing here and there...

Mt. Buller!

Here I come!

Gonna wake up as early as 4am and will leave at 5.30am to the mountain! Crap! Anyway.. Goodnight people!=D Tough day ahead! Hahaha. CIAO!

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relax, calm and happy

current mood: relax, calm and happy

ilovethisfeeling. It's awesome:) Anyway. The dog will have a name! It's name will be 'Jack'. Nice name? No? Haha. I think it suits the breed. He is a mix of pitbull and bulldog. I reckon it'll be damn fierce. Daddy say this type of dog can kill a person if he/she is bitten. Hmm. True? Well, I heard from the news today that 1 person was killed by a pitbull dog. So... I think it's true. Hahaha. As for my studio now. It's full of laughter and annoying nagging. Usually it was so quiet as if there were no one in the room. Food? Niceee food is prepared whenever I'm awake or back from uni. Awesome:P I feel so nice especially with my 2 assignments which are due this week almost done. Hehehe:D Can't wait for tomorrow!!! BADMINTON!!! woohoo! sportsportsport. Me likey! Lol!

Kimberlyyap!

Take pic of your New laptop and show me!

Hahaha.

I'm jealousssss~ Lol.

Dad.Mom please get me one too!!!

I WANT!!!

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the pieces don't fit anymore...

I've been twisting and turning,

In a space that's too small.

I've been drawing the line

and watching it fall,

You've been closing me in,

closing the space in my heart.

Watching us fading and

watching it all fall apart.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough,

Cause I gave it all to you.

And if you leave me now,

oh just leave me now.

Its the better thing to do,

Its time to surrender,

Its been to long pretending.

Theres no use in trying,

When the pieces dont fit anymore,

Pieces dont fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,

I had to give in.

Such a beautiful myth,

Thats breaking my skin.

Well i'll hide all the bruises,

I'll hide all the damage thats done.

But I show how Im feeling until

all the feeling has gone.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough,

Cause I gave it all to you.

And if you leave me now,

oh just leave me now.

Its the better thing to do,

Its time to surrender,

Its been to long pretending.

Theres no use in trying,

When the pieces dont fit anymore,

Pieces dont fit here anymore.

Ooh don't missunderstand,

How I feel.

Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.

But still I don't know why,

no I dont know why.

III dont know why...... whyyyyyyyy!

Well I can't explain why it's not enough,

Cause I gave it all to you.

And if you leave me now,

oh just leave me now.

Its the better thing to do,

Its time to surrender,

Its been to long pretending.

Theres no use in trying,

When the pieces dont fit anymore,

Pieces dont fit here anymore.

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4th Sept 09

Can't wait!!! 4th of Sept, hmm, 14 more days. Meaning exactly 2 more weeks and I'll have a visitor from NSW by the name Bhakti Venugopal (hope I din't spell your name wrong). HAHAHA! Woohoo! Can dota, cs, booze and ber-Gay! LOL! wtfff! just kidding about the gay part. XD Unfortunately, another guy from SA couldn't come. Damn! If not, it'll be a THREESOME! hahahahaha! wtffff! x.x Limjinhan! It's ok you can't join us this time, make sure next time you come or me and you can go Sdyney and visit Bhak. Right? ;) Haha. Between, mommy told me that when they get back to Malaysia, we gonna have a new pet. A DOG! Last time a beagle (who ran away) haih.. but now a Pitbull I think? Fierce one rather than a playful one. And mommy thought of giving him the name 'Fruity'. HAHA! lmao! *any idea on what name should it be?*

mommy: how about 'fruity'?

me: OMG! wth! such a gay name for a dog of its type. moreover its a MALE!

Haha. To the new dog, please do not bite me when I'm back ok? Hahaha:)

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I'm a Malaysian!!!

SIGH! Do I look like a Vietnamese or an Indonesian or Australian(rare)? Ishh! People's eyes nowadays got problem izit? S.T.U.P.I.D!!!

Example situation 1 (group discussion)
Person A [mainland chinese]: (talktalktalk)
Person B [mainland chinese]: (talktalktalk)
Person C [mainland chinese]: Any idea?

Me: Nope...
{mins later}

Me: (speaking mandarin)
Person A,B & C: Wah! You know how to speak mandarin?! Thought you were from vietnam or indonesia.
Me: .... (in mind thinking>>> haih~)

Example situation 2 (out of nowhere)

Person A: (running towards me)... Can we be friends?
Me: Why? I don't know you. (in mind thinking>>>W.E.I.R.D)

Person A: Oh. You look nice and friendly so I think we can be friends.
Me: HAR?! (really speechless)... Okok.
{talk awhile}

Person A: Wow. You speak good english and got slang. Are you Aussie?
Me: HAHAHA! (prouddddd :P) Err. No.

Lollll. I'm a MALAYSIAN la and I'm Proud! Haiyoooo!

Negaraku, tanah tumpahnya darahku,

Rakyat hidup, bersatu dan maju,

Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan kurniakan,

Raja kita, selamat bertahkta,

Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan kurniakan,

Raja kita, selamat bertahkta.

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new target? hohoho=P

Hello people! Finally I found a place for me to sweat! Well, not really sweat la but still. At least I'll have a scheduled day for sport:D YES SPORT! iloveeeesport! Hahaha. Went to uni quite early today and joined DUSA (Deakin University Student Association) in order for me to be able to join the Malaysian Club 'found' by my friend's friend. Hahaha. That membership cost me AUD20!!! Omg! Quite expensive as it expires end of this year. Sigh! If only I went to apply for it earlier this year, more worth it. Hehehe:P The club offers activites. For example like today, every tuesday there's badminton. Niceee~ While other activities like BBQ gathering or something like that will be informed if there's one. And most importantly, in this post, I would like to announce that I found new target! Hahaaa. lolll XD She's not that bad. Quite pretty:) Her pic is posted on top. Lol. Her name is Im Yoona from Korea and she is born in 1990. Wooo~ Same age as me. As those old people say "old one doesn't goes, new one doesn't come" (in mandarin: 旧的不去，新的不来。) HAHA! *note: my target might/might not be her. i might be bullshitting (guessguessguess) Hehe.

Everyday I sit here waiting,

Everyday just seems so long,

And now I've had enough of all the hating,

Do we even care, it's so unfair.

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two is better than one

The title Might be true and might Not be true. Who knows? Idk. Idc. All I know it's a nice song=)

Credits to kimberlyyap, thanks!;) This song is by BLG (Boys Like Girls).

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one

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flash back?

Everything changed... People changed, even the environment. Suddenly thought of the past appeared in my memories. Sigh~ Used to be friendly but now then not friendly. I'm feeling quite emo now. Don't know why it all came back yet again. I miss those times. Looking back at it makes me smile and regret for somethings done or not done. There are moments....

I miss it..

Imissyou..

I miss everything..

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hawaii, wait for me!!!

Hawaii! Honolulu! Mokululu or something like that. Wait for me Islands! I'm coming! Hehehe:P Dream destination. I love the place. Saw the introduction of the islands and the places of interest. Man! lovelovelove! :D The place is just amazing. So niceeee and I reckon the life there will be so relaxing that I think the stress level of those residents living there is 0%. I wanna migrate there! Or perhaps have a longgggg holiday break there. Hahaha! So, my dad has arrived finally! And he asked me whether I wanna go back this September which is next month after my finals. Should I? Lol. Its like holiday. 3 months in Aussie, then few weeks back in Malaysia. Bacn and forth. HEHEHE XP I like! But instead I feel like going back during December for christmas break as Ausmat 2008 is organizing a trip to penang! I only have 2 weeks break then but who cares when you get to see all your all pals. Rightrightright?

*kuoleeching, you're allowed to post it if you want. your choice:)

September

or

December

?

哪里有彩虹告诉我

能不能把我的愿望还给我

为什么天这么安静

所有的云都跑到我这里

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wants

Crap! I have lots of thing to say but I'll just try and keep it short. Hahaha. Yesterday was a quite good day. Dota and cs all day long with uni friend. Its been awhile since I dota with REAL HUMAN! lolll XD Besides, there's this incident happened yesterday. Hahahaha! Feel so stupid and funny. Rather keep it to myself so that I don't embarrassed myself. XP Oh, and in that incident, I got mocked by a guy through the phone telling me "hey vj. don't tell anyone about this right?" After that, he just laughed non-stop. =.= STUPID! Hahaha! So today went to the city to meet up with few uni friends, well to be exact, it's actually Chapel St. Damn! The street is just full of shopssss. Walk until I can die k? Girls will like it there, No Doubt! Haha! And when we're there, I experienced a once in a lifetime opportunity of going shopping with rich people! I am just... Amazed! 0.o They just walk in a store and see what they like and then, "OK! I'm getting that. I'm gonna pay by credit please. Thankyou" Woah! Richhh people wei! $.$ Lol. Between, we went to this Adidas store and I saw this adidas shoe! "I'm gonna get you soon!" ;D It's so nice and inexpensive (at least is among the cheapest) Hehehe:P Also, this shopkeeper came and asked me a few questions and then he asked me whether I wanna work in a new open Adidas branch near my place. Hmm. Woohoo! Newsagent doesn't want me, Adidas wants me! Haha! :D

List of things that I want:

i) that Adidas shoe
ii) that Lacoste shoe

iii) that Adidas bag

iv) CS vaio laptop

v) Iphone 3Gs

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第一个清晨

光投进爱
把梦刷白
舍不得你会醒过来
不要现在
昨夜走太快
说不上来
隐隐藏在胸口一块
吻你脸颊
证明此刻真的存在
是你让我相信爱
对我慷慨 HEY OH
是爱我们是注定不是意外
这是爱
我们的爱
还不确定却好实在
把你贴在胸怀
静静的代替表白
才不愿放开
给你的爱
没名字却停不下来
在忐忑里期待
雀跃中想到未来是你我才明白
这就是爱
但梦还在
小心不让你醒过来
也许现在
就是永恒的未来
第一个我们的清晨
迷人和默契都是你的
无限可能
言语都显得太肤浅

I find this song's rhythem very nice and kinda relaxing:) It's an old song by leehom but still love it! (Y) I have to say and agree with many people that he is awesome! A good singer and also good in all kinds of instruments. If only I know how to play a few kinda instruments, that'll be nice:D Haha. Piano I'm done with. Next on my list is guitar and then drums. Actually I think guitar is a better instrument to learn compared to piano. More convenient. Lol:P But sigh! Why did I say I love piano when I was young? Stupid me! Haha. What a dumb dumb boy!

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untitled

My time is Finally re-adjusted! Lucky me! No more being a ghost. Hahaha. Time just fliessss. Next wed, daddy will come to aussie YET AGAIN! And 10 days later, my whole family will be here YET AGAIN! lolll. They are so free! Asked them why keep on come here, the answer I got ' Holiday ma.. Family must be together..' Lol. Holiday?! HELLO? You people have but I don't have! I have assignmentS and workS to do. Hahaha. But I'm happy in a way that when they're here, I need NOT TO COOK! Muahahaha!:P I miss home cook food alot! Enjoy what your mummy cook for you people! Don't complain so much. Believe it or not. Somehow you will miss it 1 day! Haha.

I wanna go back to Malaysia during September!

Best place to be? Not?

HAHA!

And when that world slows down, dear.
And when those stars burn out, here.
Oh she'll be there, yes she'll be there,
They call her love, love, love, love, love.

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next stop: California

Alright! Now this post is dedicated to Kuoleeching aka my mother. Hehehe:) Tomorrow which is 5th of August 2009, she'll be flying to US the next destination of her new chapter in life. Hope you enjoy yourself there kuoleeching! Still remember how I met this girl through Yethan. Haha. 1st time we actually met, I didn't really know she exist cause we were having lunch with a BIG group of CHS-ians I think and we were both sitting at both end of the tablesss. Lol. And I still can't remember how both of us got close. Hmm. Do you remember? Probably she talks too much:P Anyway, she is a fun, loving, friendly friend I suppose. True?:D A good friend indeed. We went for Early breakfast together, many other stuff. Without her, life in college, I think will be quite bored. Haha. Ahhh~ Memories... Ohya between, sorry didn't have a go-away present for you. Haha. You don't need one, bet you had received quite a number of them. Anyway, since I have nothing to give you, I'll just present you this few sentences:

Life at anytime can be difficult.

Life at anytime can become easy.

Good or Bad, they are Seasons of Life.

It all depends upon,

how you take on life and adjust to these seasons.

Remember, any difficulties you face and need someone to talk to, Tanveijae, your good friend aka son will be there although we're like at both ends of the world:) Once again, wish you best of luck! Byebye!;) Oh, have a safe flight too:D
*psst!Kuoleeching, my air tix to US a! Don't forget! Hehehe:P

On the stereo,
Listen as she go,
Nothing's gonna stop her now,
California here she come!

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Up Side & Down Side

OKAY people! My life is officially upside down! Jesus christ! Mamamia. Its 6am aussie time now and I'm not asleep yet! How is this so? I don't know. I tried sleeping but I felt so hungry. So I ate fried rice and drank a big cup of pepsi! Awesome! Stomach feels niceee now. Hahaha. But at the same time, not that well, 6am and I'm eating fried rice and drinking pepsi? Lol. What a healthy lifestlye;) Hahaha. I only sleep in the morning and wake up in the evening. Like Hantu! wtfff! I don't see daylight not even abit of sunlight cause now's winter and sky gets dark early. I live a life of a vampire or ghost. Sigh! I need to change! In need of a change in me! changechangechange... I want to change in every way!!!

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why

Why?
Why?Why?Why?

Why is this happening?

Why must it happen?

I don't understand!

I need explanation...

Whyyy?

:(

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

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21 Guns, suffocating?

This song has been playing for hours in my playlist. Niceee song:)

Song rating: 5 stars

current mood: ... unknown ... lost?

Do you know what's worth fighting for,

When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away

And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I

When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And you're thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to last

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I

Did you try to live on your own

When you burned down the house and home?

Did you stand too close to the fire?

Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die

And you can't get another try

Something side this heart has died

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I

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Lovedrunk;Hungover

Finished a drama of 25 episodes in 3 days. Not bad huh? Hahaha. Jobless. Watch till 4am or 5am. Well, that's almost the time I sleep everyday. Ahaha. Sleep in the early morning wake up during mid-afternoon. Good for health. Lol. I don't know why I can't sleep early. Worst is that, I only get HUNGRY during middle of the night! wtffff! Why is this happening? It's been happening since I came back from M'sia. Damn. I eat eat & eat till I feel extremelyyyy full and then... What's next? Sleep. HAHA! fatttt. Fries, burger, fried rice, maggi mee, fried noodle, noodle soup and soft drink almost every night. Different day different food. Ahahah. Anyway, I'm watching MJ's music videosss on the tv. Marathon for like 1 and a half hours already. Still not done! I find it weird, all his mv sing half way then stop got some story there and then only continue. hmmm.. Ohya! Sudden urge to cut my hair BALD!;D should I should I? Hahaha. It's either being bald or getting fat. Need to choose 1. LOL. Suggestions? Hahaha XD

currently listening to: lovedrunk - boys like girls

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

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i need rainbow!

Am I losing it or not? I feel like I'm losing in all sort of ways. This and that. Sigh. Why? Can you tell me why? I don't understand. It's like, certain things just bring up the other things up which then come back and haunt me whenever I tried to forget about it. I'm working hard. Why is this happening? It was all good till sometimes it struck me yet again. I try this way and that way. It works, somehow. But apart of it still stay there. STUCK! hmm... I wish I can see a rainbow now. rainboooowwww~ Don't know what else to say.. Listening to JayChou's songs now. *kinda emo* Haha. Used to listened to it almost everyday during last year but now, less. Bad for health. Lol. Sometimes somethings just always doesn't goes the way we expected. It'll make you happy for a moment or to say period but after that, all's gone. And then ByeBye is the word to say. Learn to deal with it no matter how you doesn't want it to end. Or not, continue to suffer/live in your past. Treat it as a new chapter has begun.

Life is like a view from the window.

You can't change the window even if you don't like it,

but you can change the way you look at it.

Then you can see how beautiful the life is.

:)

idk why immissingyou.

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