心雨;Heart Rain

Working is fun but tiring. Never under-estimate LCD TV. I've learned my lesson, they look light but damn! Especially when you were to carry and move around 200 plus unit of LCD TV. Well, one reason was because I was still feeling sick, so no strength at all. Hahaha! I love the job, it was a 2 day work. My transportation is included, 1st day breakfast (McD) lunch (some chinese tapao food) and as for dinner (gourmet italian food in a italian restaurant); 2nd day breakfast (some homemade yam cake aka carrot cake) lunch (KFC); finished work. The salary was increased from 120aud to 130aud. How good is that? LOL!:P I wish I can find more jobs like this one. Hehehe.

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Anyhow, I was just wondering. What does LOVE means? Does different generations have different meanings? My friend encounter this and I was told about this and find it really weird. I mean what does kids nowadays think LOVE is? Is LOVE = sexy, hot, pretty, cute, hot, handsome and muscular? Well, through what I see, I do think that. And I swear, these people are damn damn effing shallow. When a guy was trying to be loving and sweet, they as the younger&immature generation say that that guy is being pathetic. I mean, come on! LOOK WHO'S TALKING LA BITCHES! Grow up please?! Oh and for those guys same age as those bitches. Maybe I should refer them as immature. Who goes to a playground and work out with a whole bunch of friends and take pictures of themselves doing it? People, playground is for kids (age range 5 to 10yo). If you guys wanna be so 'fit', go to the gym. And work out means work out, why wanna take picture and post it up in the net and show others? Trying to show off your muscle izit? And my advice is, you win a girl's heart with your heart NOT MUSCLE! Dumbasses! Ohya, and stop being COCK-SUCKING BASTARDS you people. As for the bitches, you might think you're oh-so-good but in reality, you girls are just bunch of BIMBOS;) Whatever it is, just grow up and be more mature. *note: I am not bitching but just expressing my feeling, the same as my friend is having now. And to whom it may concern, think about this hard;)

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No, it's not easy; get up and go.

I hate my life!

OhMyGod!

I'm having 3 weeks of holidays

and

1st, I have nothing to do

2nd, I'm sick now

sore throat, cough and cold

HOLYCOW!

What The Fuck is This?!

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I'll keep holding on, I'll keep singing my song

So, finals is over. Yes it's over. Suppose it's a happy thing, well, it is kinda happy. But I am feeling so bored now. Arghhh!!! I have got nothing to do at all. It's like I'm rotting away. To be honest, at least during exam time, I have something to do such as study. Yes, I miss studying. *Fuck! I can't believe I said that* =.= I guess I'm better off being a nerd huh? HAHAHA! How I wish I was one. Lol! I'm going nuts. Ever wonder what does it feel like being a nerd?:D Anyhow, today I finally went for a haircut after like 3 month plus? The haircut here is so expensive, like 25aud? Damn! I am a cheap ass, yeap I am! Lol! Oh, most important thing was that my fringe was growing all so well, it's the ideal length. And guess what, I told the hairdresser that I just wanted to TRIM. End result I get was, *fuckkkk!* he shorten my fringe! Knncb! I waited for so long for my fringe to grow to that length I wanted and within few seconds, gone dah! =.= Between, I'm having this feeling to pierce my ear. Hmm, but again, it's so expensive. 30aud to pierce my ear? I rather use that money and eat. Hehehe. Oh and yes! I got a job! A day for 120aud, not bad huh the pay? :P My job is to work in a storage factory by just carrying the new tv out of it's box and stick a sticker on to them. How easy is that job and the pay? I am not complaining but Showing Off! LOL! XD

It's been awhile since the two of us talked

About a week since the day you walked

Knowing things would never be the same

With your empty heart and mine full of pain

So explain to me, how it came to this

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Last Goodbye

I turn the page

My story ends

I say goodbye to all my friends

I know it's getting late

Now the light is on my face

I changed the clocks back again

And ask forgiveness for my sins

Cause I don't know where I'll go

Well this is all that I really know

I'll keep holding on

I'll keep singing my song

It gets me through it

I've got the scars to prove it

Well I know the road is long

But I'm staying strong

So don't cry

Cause this is not my last goodbye

I'm finding out the hardest way

You learn before you fall from grace

In shadows we can grow

We are the seeds we sow

Through every single hour fades

From sand to stone and rock to clay

It's bittersweet this symphony

Enjoy the gift that's given to you and me

I'll keep holding on

I'll keep singing my song

It gets me through it

I've got the scars to prove it

Well I know the road is long

But I'm staying strong

So don't cry

Cause this is not my last goodbye

The red rain is pouring down

And now my feet don't touch the ground

I'm lost between the stars and moons

I will see you soon

I turn the page

My story ends

I say goodbye to all my friends

I know it's getting late

Now the light is on my face

I changed the clocks back again

And ask forgiveness for my sins

Cause I don't know where I'll go

Well this is all that I really know

I'll keep holding on

I'll keep singing my song

It gets me through it

I've got the scars to prove it

Well I know the road is long

But I'm staying strong

So don't cry

Cause this is not my last goodbye

Let me play for you

Let this heart ring true

One more time

Just one more time

Let me play for you

Let this heart ring true

One more time

Just one more time

I am totally in love with this song. It's just so perfect. Hahaha. Have to agree with you, kim;)

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Doctors are money suckers?

So, I was feeling seriously sick yesterday starting from the midnight (the night after the 'Unlucky' day). My heart was feeling damn pain. As if something was compressing it, I couldn't breathe! Yea, I thought I was dying or at least having heart attack. And the next morning my body was kinda hot, went to pharmacy, bought ventolin [puffer for ashtma]. It just relieves by a little bit. Later, was still feeling shitty and so went to the clinic [mommy force me to go]. People! Don't fall sick at least not in Australia. Without appointment, I needed to wait about 60mins just to see the doctor. When it was my turn, the doctor check my heart, lung and others, almost everything except doing test like ERG i think? Result was I'm all healthy and she (the doctor) have no idea what was wrong with me. Okay? That consultation session took only 15mins =.= Well, that's for time wasting after I had to wait for an hour. As for the cost, OHMYGOD! The consultation fees cost 90aud. Wtf! It's like robbing during the day. I wonder whether doctors earn alot. Hmm....

Equation of The Day: (Sick + Time) + Doctor = lots of $$$ WASTED

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Blue Skies Fade To Grey

Story of the day start with:

1. Was facebook-ing, doing the luck and horoscope quizes.

2. Results I got for luck is 38% and horoscope [health section: Might injured your arm, don't stress]

3. Wondering why my luck is so low when my 1st day of finals start today and why will I stress my arm when I will have a MCQ exam instead of writing exam.

4. Came back the test, check some questions and all the answers were right. Wondering still why my luck is stated only 38%

5. Dinner time, was hungry, re-heat the curry mommy cooked before she left.

6. After done heating, before taking out from the pot, I wore a RUBBER GLOVE to take it out because it was very very hot.

7. Before taking it out, I seriously have this feeling the bad luck must be later i drop the whole bowl of curry (I swear I had this feeling, no jokes!)

8. Was holding the bowl and was reaching the my dining table soon. The bowl was just a few cm away from the table. *note: my dining table is just beside my bed

9. As I thought, that feeling about dropping the bowl of curry was REAL. FUCK!!!!

10. POM! The bowl drop on the table and all of its curry oil spilled to my bedsheet, my comforter, my beloved frog{keroppi} :'( , and also my wall [almost the ceiling part]... I have no idea how it can spill to such a tall place.

11. Stressed, wanted to shout loudly but cannot, cause if I do, everyone in the building can hear.

12. Bath while washing the Gigantic comforter of mine [apparently its a queen size, CRAP!] and also my bedsheet. (was in the showerscreen for almost 90mins)

13. When brushing those stains with brush. Holymama! The quiz in fb that says I might stress my arm, it is True. =.=

14. My arm almost came off brushing those tiny little stains everywhere. And fyi, when the comforter was wet, my god, it weight heavier than a 25kg luggage, I assume it at least 35kg.

15. Was dying doing all those shit, brushing and squeezing the water out.

16. After doing all that, I was bringing my bedsheet and comforter to the laundry beside my building to dry those things. [to get into my building, you need to have this security key to unlock the door]

17. Finish, doing those things, I was gonna go back into my building, and OH GOD! the lock of the door spoilt! Of all people to 1st experience it and also of all the weather when it's raining heavily outside!

18. MOTHERFUCKER!KNNCB!TIUNIASENG!

19. Called the tenant which apparently stay in the same building about this situation. Came down to meet me and have a discussion.

20. Realize that, He [the tenant] is so soft-spoken, swear to God. Softer than a girl, well at least softer than all the girls I know?

Well, there you go. That sums up my 1st day of finals. What a day huh? I feel like killing myself. Really unlucky! =(

Because you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work a smile and go for a ride

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Tik Tok

Tik tok tik tok....... CRAP! Finals tomorrow! All the best to me! Hahaha:D

"Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh"

This song [Tik Tok - Kesha] is damn nice and catchy.

It's stuck in my head

but

Not what I'm trying to study.

LOL!

Anyway, thanks wj!;)

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a world filled with sohaiS

Ever wonder why your life is so boring

or

not as colourful as others?

Well,

that's because your life are

lack of dumb as well as funny people

aka SOHAI

loll!

This post is dedicated to my 2 awesome friends,

Kehbin & Munthiif.

Both these guys are a real dumbass

well maybe you can call them S.T.U.P.I.D (no offence guys, its a compliment)

Talking to them are just so funny,

never think before they talk (all go through backside and not brain)

LOL!

These 2 person really help de-stress me from all my hectic finals revision.

Thanks you 2!

Really happy to have you 2 sohais as my friend.

HAHAHA!

"A sohai a day, keeps the stress away."

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NERDY NERDY ME

Yeap! The title says it all. Its the time again to be nerdy. Finals so nearrrrrr like Next Week? @.@ Anyhow, I do think being nerd its kinda fun! lol! Not lying, it's true. It's like you doesn't need to care about other things but just focus on ONE THING, the BOOK. Hahaha. So as I was studying in the libary today from 1pm to 8.30pm, I was listening to my ipod and I don't know why but as it plays those secondhand serenade songs, my memories brought me back to last year when me and kawan2ku was preparing for finals in library. A big group of people like more than 10 of us studying from day till night! All nerds!!! :P And oh, I would like to announce here, ilove management! Screw you people who thinks management is boring!(kidding) Hahaha. Management is AWESOME! Hahaha.

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Next paragraph..... lol!

I had 2 disturbing news and 1 really LOUSY news! The 1st disturbing news is that my mum told me today that my friend was in an accident recently. GOSH! Terrible accident, he was in the car with his friend, and that guy died! The whole car terbalik after hitting 2 lamp post! HOLYSHIT! Anyway, RIP dude. Sorry to hear such incident. :S Next disturbing news is that my uni friend told me today that his friend was in AirAsia recently on the way flying to Taiwan. Before the plane took off, it had some problem so the flight was delayed about an hour. On the way flying to Taiwan, the plane somehow just drop like dont know how many altitude, one of the passenger (an old uncle) was off his sit and hit the ceiling of the plane! WTF right?! Lucky after 4 seconds, everything was ok. PEOPLE! Never take AirAsia again! Well if you want, take it own your own risk! Is it worth risking your life just to save a few hundreds more to take a SAFE airline? Not for me! So here comes the LOUSY news, F***! I might not be going back to Malaysia till mid of next year! F***! I seriously wanna go back but things just happens! Why must uni start so soon?! Tiuuuu! =.= OKAY, I guess I must stop writing now. It's freaking long! @.@ IMBA LONG!

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1st Birthday post

Happy 18th Chenchinshieng!

We're same age now!

HAHAHA!

:P

And

as you can see

this is my 1st birthday post for my blog

&

it's dedicated to you!

Aren't you proud?

Hahaha!

err. idk what to say anymore.

so yea, Happy Birthday yet again!

LOL!

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Worldwide

Had fun today! Woohoo! Why? Because had small session of mahjong and cho tai di a.k.a Big 2 with 3 people from US and Malaysia. Hahaha. Including me, it'll be Australia, US and Malaysia. How cool. Hehehe. Enjoyed it. It was funnnnn:D Well at least it was a period of time that stop me from thinking about my upcoming finals. Yeap! FINALS! Damn, I just can't describe the feeling how I hate the word of it. Argh! Its like 8 more days and DOOMS DAY will arrive. Sigh. Accounts is the most bitchy subject! That's what I think. I only pray that I pass it and as for other 2 subjects, Business Information System and Management, GOD, please let me get a D for both of them? D as in Distinction not D fail. Lol!

WHY AM I STILL NOT IN THE MOOD

FOR STUDIES?

FINALS SOON!

TANVJ!

START STUDYING!!!

*aiming for scholarship:D

It's like one step forward and two steps back

No matter what I do you're always mad

And I, I can't change your mind

I know it's like trying to turn away one way street

I can't give you what you want

And it's killing me

And I, I'm starting to see

Maybe we're not meant to be

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a marathon?

Hell yeah!

I can't believe I'm on a roll

watching American Pie.

Lol!

DAMN!
It's a freaking good movieS.

I've just finished watching every single american pie.

LOVEIT!

Been wanting to watch it since like,

err, let's see...

Quite a few years back?
hahaha

Anyhow, thanks to Bhakti for giving me all those great/awesome movies.

You rock man!;)
HAHA!

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When you believe:)

Was youtube-ing yesterday. And came across this song, realising that it's been at least 5 years since I last heard it. It is said that when you believe then it will come true. But does it ever come true? Doubt it. Dreams only come true mostly in Fairytales. Oh well... It's either you Believe it or not.

Many nights we've prayed

With no proof anyone could hear

In our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving the mountains long

Before we knew we could

There can be miracles when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

And this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope is like the summer birds

To swiftly flown away

Now I'm standing here

My heart so full I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

They don't know this answer when you ask them

And it's easy to give in to your fear

But When you fly as high past your pain

You can see your way through the rain

More of us still receive your advice

Says nothing's there we need

There can be miracles when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

Now you will

You will when you believe

You will when you believe

Just believe

Just believe

You will when you believe

Ifonlyyoucouldmakemebelievethat......

Ifonlyiamconvincedenoughtobelieve......

Iwannabelieveit......

believebelievebelievebelievebelieve......

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just danceeeee!

Yes people!

Just danceeeee, blablabla!

Clubbing is awesome;)

iloveit!

Hehehe.

What a night!

Dance dance dance...

Sing sing sing...

Drink drink drink...

Meet chickssss...

Hahahahaha:P

Let's go clubbing more people!:D

bought a zippo today. about 200aud wasted on 2days including clubbing. but it was worth because it is FUN!!!! wooohoooo!

Just dance. Gonna be okay,

Da-doo-doo-doo

Just dance. Spin the record babe,

Da-doo-doo-doo

Just dance. Gonna be okay,

Duh-duh-duh-duh

Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance

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botak...yes/no?

I need a haircut asap!

My hair is growing like a BUSH!

So thick that when the wind blows,

it looked like shit!

=.=

Should i just make it less thick but let the length of my hair grow?

Or

Should i just cut it bald?

Hehehe.

I feel like letting it go all BALD!

BOTAKKKK!

Yes/No?

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Here Comes Spring!

Bye winter!

Bye daddy, mommy and sister!

Adios!

Hahaha!

No more those cold windy nights or days.

Woohoo!

I hereby welcome Spring! :D

Currently addicted to:

i. 如果我变成回忆 - Tank

ii. Here Without You - Push Play (gotta listen to it, awesome lyrics) ;)

iii. Where Are You - Honor Society

All songs are rated as 5stars. hehe

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