我的以为, 只是我以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为 只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

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Don't Want an Ending

Whatsup people?! I wonder who actually still visit my blog. Hmmmm... It's been months since I last updated my blog. Muh bad ;p Anyways, sudden urge feel like blogging. A lil updates on me, life's so far so good. Lots of thing happened in the past months. Not gonna blog much about it tho, lazy :D Heh! Having sem break now, been busy up till now. Some pictures taken from my one day trip to Mornington Peninsular will be uploaded on the next post. Till then, ciao peeps (;

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
In one day
No way you'll be mine

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don't ask me how
I don't know
We'll be home tomorrow
'Bout a thousand miles too far away
Say you won't forget and I'll be okay

At least tonight
It's just you and me and honestly
That's everything I need

justwannashoutoutily (:

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Oh, Tonight I'm Feeling Fine

Hi peeps. Sorry for the lack of updates. Lazy hence I'll just post another song lyric. This song is recommended by Patricia Danu (; How nice of her! See, I'm complimenting you. Be nice to me already :D Currently addicted to it... Go search for 'That Girl - David Choi'

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine

I'm alone, just wasting time

No Friday movie nights

Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations

With the thoughts in my head

All I hear are angels crying

Oh, won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her that

I love her more than life

More than life, Yeah

Love her more than life

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do

How is she doing?

I tell myself I'm feeling swell

But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning

But you know I don't feel that way

Who will take all this pain away?

I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her that

I love her more than life

More than life, Yeah

Love her more than life

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin

Was the day I walked into the other side

I would run back in

I wouldn't waste no time

I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her that

I love her more than life

More than life, Yeah

Love her more than life

Yeah, yeah, yeah

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坏人

那 一扇車門 關出 我們的裂痕
一聲就震斷了回頭的路程

愛 無法均分 以後 就留給你們
也許用傷害結束 愛才更動人

容忍的人其實並不笨 只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫 祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人 也是個壞人
對我坦誠 只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人 也是個壞人
分得夠狠 你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛 一點不剩
也不忍 看戀人愛成路人

容忍的人其實並不笨 只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫 祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人 也是個壞人
對我坦誠 只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人 也是個壞人
分得夠狠 你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛 一點不剩
也不忍 看戀人愛成路人

三個人從不對等 總有個人必須犧牲
那永恆 就等他帶你完成

你是好人 也是個壞人
對我坦誠 只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人 也是個壞人
分得夠狠 你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛 一點不剩
也不忍 看戀人愛成路人

寧願愛 一點不剩
也不忍 看戀人愛成 路人

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Malaysia is in the Game?!

14th May which was on friday night, went for russell peters. Awesome. Gotta love that guy. Don't understand why some people haven't heard of him, if you haven't already heard of him. Go YOUTUBE. You're guaranteed a good time laughing your ass off (; The show started at 8pm but before that was DJ Scratch and DJ Spinback playing some awesome songs ;D The venue was at Rod Laver Arena, basically full house except the side seatings which nobody wants it because you won't really get a good view. Russell was just pure awesome. Pity those people who sat at the front row tho. HAHA! Situation 1: "Hey man, where're you from?" "Erm, Euthopia?" "Oh, man! You're so black and why are you so fat compared to others Euthopians? Did you get out of the country just in time before everyone starve?" LOL! Idiot. Situation 2: To a family that was sitting right infront "Family affair... Oh wait, I don't mean those 'affair'. Not like your son's gf gonna fuck the dad' Lol. The crowd went nuts saying 'OH! DAMN!" HAHAHA! Situation 3: To a guy who was with his gf "Hey man, do you remember your first time having sex? Did you cum right away or what?" Camera was zoomed at that guy. HAHA! Kesian. Of all people to be pick, he was the unlucky 1. Lmao XD Anyhow, the show ends at 10pm. Next day, went for Buddha's Day at Federation Square. Prayed and walked around. Won a mystery gift by completing the treasure hunt provided by the BLIA (Buddha something something Association). Well, not exactly a treasure hunt but stamp hunt. Haha. As for today, went to DFO South Wharf. Played Fifa World Cup 2010 at JB HiFi. HOLYMAMA! Malaysia is in the game. People, go buy the game. Be proud. Not only that, the team is the official team of malaysia. Fuckme! Fucking awesome pls. PROUD TO BE MALAYSIAN. LOLOL! Finally, next Monday for Australia vs New Zealand. Bought the ticket that cost me $90aud. Not too bad tho as the seating is right infront and also it is a farewell match for the socceroos before they leave for the world cup.

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尋找的是你

一個人　在傍晚　一直想到天亮
喔~秋雨難找　我的心不難找
我腦海　不停想　不斷想
妳的名　妳的姓　尋找著　喔~

一個人　在夜半　一直走
在人來人往的大街　繞一圈又一圈
為什麼　不認識　不懂你
不斷想吧　增添難過了

就算能遇見妳　都不懂認識你
只好隔著空氣　擔憂以後
想辦法找藉口　希望妳回回頭
但到了最後　得過且過

世界上就算有時間倒退的奇蹟
也不能把我們連在一起
現實中命運注定了我
再傻傻的
盼願望和生命靠近

我只好用我最大的勇氣
把妳的微笑寫在歌詞裡
把這首歌曲流傳出去
再傻傻的
希望你回應

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say goodbye and good day.

ここから先(さき)は自分(じぶん)の足(あし)で
振(ぶ)り返(かえ)らずに歩(ある)いてゆこう
踏(ふ)み出(だ)す度(たび)に道(みち)は开(ひら)けて
ゆくはずだから 前(まえ)を向(む)いてさぁ
say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら
全(すべ)てを受(う)け入(い)れて
次(つぎ)へと进(すす)む言叶(ことば) さようなら
say goodbye good day goodbye

君(きみ)もどこかでがんばってゆくだろう
次会(つぎあ)う时(とき)が楽(たの)しみだねと
思(おも)えるように
别々(べつべつ)の道(みち)ゆくけど心(こころ)でつながっている
忘(わす)れないよずっと
say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら
みんなと过(す)ごした日々(ひび)は全(すべ)てが宝物(たからもの)さ
ずっと覚(おぼ)えてる
全(すべ)てを受(う)け入(い)れて次(つぎ)へと进(すす)むために
さようなら
say goodbye good day & goodbye

流(なが)した涙(なみだ)の意味(いみ)なんて
心(こころ)で感(かん)じるものだから
答(こた)えなんてないの その度(たび)に
新(あら)たな自分色(じぶんいろ)の涙(なみだ)
流(なが)すほどに深(ふか)まってゆく
そうして 歩(ある)いてゆくんだね

きっと 覚(おぼ)えてる君(きみ)のことを
振(ふ)り返(かえ)ればどんなに
小(ちい)さな事(こと)にも全(すべ)て意味(いみ)があった
そして今(いま)また始(はじ)まる
新(あたら)しい世界(せかい)と私自身(わたしじしん)の为(ため)に
say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら
全(すべ)てを受(う)け入(い)れて
次(つぎ)へと进(すす)む言叶(ことば) さようなla la la
出逢(であ)いと别(わか)れを缲(く)り返(かえ)して
私(わたし)は何(なに)を见(み)つけるだろう

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